Sometimes, most times, I find it hard to let go of my will for God's will
and sometimes, I hear him clearly but pretend to be deaf.
At other times, ugh!! oh soo blurry! I do not understand what "this" or "that" means.
Many times, I just do not understand why something is not good enough for me.. like if I say it's okay, then shouldn't it be? -
But it's the way God always keeps me and protects me. It is personal! very! it's the friendship we have. how I hide, struggle, try and then give up, throw my hands up and say "okay, do what you gotta do".. and how HE does :)
and I am far from perfect. you can even judge me, point out every "little" or "big" sin I commit, I struggle with. You can remind me that I am a nobody to talk about how beautiful God is. You can say anything. I will take it. I am taking it.
At the end the Lord still loves me, he still hears me and he still protects me. I am HIS and that's it!
It's how HE communicates with me. Like Jeremiah. and how he comforts me.
HE is a comforting, exceptional, amazing, beautiful God to me. like I said, it's personal.