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I am a lot of things - I am limited edition, not weird :) . A Christ Lover and a fashion lover. I love crime and comedy shows (or movies) .. and I always move on no matter what :)

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Yours, Abi

Dear Lord, 

Words can not express
and my smiles can never be wide enough
my praise is like a mustard seed 
to show  how thankful I am

Day in, day out
You write my story 
Reminding me that I am yours
that I belong to you

In the midst of pain,
and in the midst of trial 
you give me reason to laugh
and when my soul is weak
When I am so broken 
and can't let go, can't get up
You have been my strength

When I am alone 
When there is no one to turn to
When my heart is cold
you have been my friend
A shoulder to cry on
With you, I never feel judged
It amazes me how you pull me through 

And even in my stubbornness
When I want what I WANT 
When I go my own way
You welcome me back, 
Embrace  me with your love 
In your presence I feel at home

Lord, you are love
You define love to me everyday
Sometimes, through others 
Mostly,  directly from my relationship with you
It's the way you protect me
the way you fulfill your promises
The way you reveal yourself
God, you are real
I am thankful to be yours
I am thankful to recognize you as Lord! 

and I sometimes doubt you
This big ocean of unbelief in my heart
Lord,  sometimes I forget your plans for me
I forget that you have a purpose for me 
and years down the lane
I am more than grateful I did not have it my way

Lord, I am not the best child
But you love me anyways, I am in awe

So now, 
I will trust you more
I want to trust you some more
Even in my doubts
I want to remember your goodness
and that everything happens for a reason
that you have a beautiful plan 
There is my will
And there is yours 
Help me to want what you want
Teach me to love 
Lead me, hold me, 
help me make a difference,
Be my foundation
And like a strong tower complete me

Abi Tobi 


  1. Amen!
    Blessings and more to you dearie, best wishes!

  2. You've spoken the minds of a million people.Nice one! It's almost what i'd write to God too!

  3. I should learn to trust HIM more too

  4. Awww, nice love poem to God. I'm sure he's reading this and smiling at you.

  5. aww guys, thank you! @Priscy and you too wish u more blessings too

    @A-9ja-Great :)

    @Toin -- we all need too, I need too myself and may God help us

    @dayor -- I hope he is, I hope he is moved ..

    thanks guys

  6. My Heart's prayer! such beautiful words Abi!

  7. Hi Abi, I just had to put my name in place of Abi. Reading it was like saying my own prayer. Thanks for helping me pray while blogging. I am following.

  8. Where is the new post now? "it's the things in life" wey am?

  9. thanks Eya and thanks for following :D ....

    btw, I re-posted the new blog-post!